Where to begin? I guess a little history. When I was 11 I was diagnosed with Idiopathic Thrombocytopenic Purpura (ITP), which is the condition of having a low platelet count. Then in late 1999 after just losing my mother I had a Deep Venous Thrombosis (DVT) in my right leg that that turned into a Pulmonary Embolism (PE) in my lung which at the time was assumed happened because of my birth control pill. Now fast-forward to 2006, wedding plans are in place, Sean and I are about to get married and a couple months before the wedding I’m in for my annual with my super-awesome-OB who we shall call Dr. L. who is always proactive said that he wanted to have Maternal Fetal Medicine (MFM) run blood work before we start trying to have a baby because of my medical history which of course I was bummed because there went my chance at a honeymoon baby (which shows just how naive I was 4 years ago to think it would be that easy to have a baby!). Sean was of course fine with this because he wanted to wait a year before we started trying to have a baby yet we did compromise on 6 months (though it ended up being 4 months). Well before we started trying that July 2006 I had the blood work done and it came back that I have Antiphospholipid Syndrome (APS), which is a is a disorder of coagulation that causes blood clots (thrombosis) in both arteries and veins as well as pregnancy-related complications such as miscarriage, stillbirth, preterm delivery, or severe preeclampsia. But I was in bliss, I just got married and knew we were going to start having babies, I had no cares about ITP, PE’s or APS, I was going to have babies…and lots of them!!!
Now that you had to read through all of that I will give you the quick version of our pregnancy journey: We have had 2 early miscarriages, 2 ectopic pregnancies in which the first one I lost my left fallopian tube during emergency surgery and of course our hardest loss of all, our little boy Patrick at 17 weeks gestational for a total of 5 losses. So now here we are with our 4 years later with our 6th pregnancy. Our little girl who we are praying will get to come home with us.
currently listening to Janet Jackson's Control
Bedtime is playtime!
13 years ago
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